hate to admit it but...

second time i being like this
weak, fool, stupid, and many more-_-
i hate to admit it
i hate to have a feeling for you but
you dont even thinkin about me T_T
u know? that is really hard for me.
no. that is really hurt for me.

i feel so fukin crazy-_-"
i usually "galau" on timeline
everyday looks like gloomy for me
and every time i think of u, it makes my heart beat fast and my pain wont gone
when i look at u, it makes me freezing.
suddenly my hand getting cold and i realize..."oh god i cant stop looking at him!"

realize pls. im here waitin for you to come back
ill take it all my words.
u have to know that i-cant-stop-lovin-you. till now

at least you can be my-closer-friend :")
pray for me. pray for ma heart. get well very fast for ma heart :"""